Jan Loyd

Rejoicing Not Just Weeping

Have you found that it’s much easier to find others to weep with you in your distress than rejoice with you in your success?

Today is Mine … or is It?

I’m embracing my life today … my now life … my today life … not the one I wish I had, but rather the one I have been given.

When Anxiety Assails Again

I judged myself severely for even having panic attacks. After all, mature, spiritual Christians don’t have anxiety attacks!

Living In Between

The second coming is the one we have yet to experience.
We anticipate the time when Our Lord will come in all His glory to set everything right.

Facing 2021 without Regret

In other words, let the past sleep, but let it sleep in the sweet embrace of Christ, and let us go on into the invincible future with Him.

The Emptying of Motherhood– Alone On Mothers’ Day?

Motherhood is filled with emptyings — from the emptying of the womb in childbirth to the emptying of self in child-raising to the emptying of the nest, the ultimate goal. The stripping is hard, every step along the way.

Are You Guarding an Empty Tomb?

But why are so many of us believers “guarding an empty tomb,” trying to keep the shame of memories, regrets, sins of the past from impinging themselves on our present as if these offenses are still alive…and unforgiven?

Lenten Meditation: Eulogize Your Living Loved One

We busily go through our lives, often thinking many kind thoughts and feeling loving, appreciative sentiments for our loved ones, but not stopping to put words and voice to them…nourishing the soul of ones we love.

Jesus’ Words from the Cross: a Word of Salvation

We all go our own way — wandering off and needing God’s rescue.  And we’re all faced with a choice (as these two criminals were), God’s salvation or our own.  Yes, even as believers, “saved ones.”

Dust to Dust

Ash Wednesday was a day when we all remembered that someday we would each die and face our Maker. 

The Bully of Bullies (Part 1)

Remember, the Bully has his schemes (His favorites are lies and accusation/condemnation). But don’t be his next victim.

The Christmas Cake

I realized that He probably never had a perfect birthday cake (if they even did that in those days). Even His actual birthday was far from perfect…

Overflowing with Gratitude

Let’s meditate for a few moments on this beautiful phrase, overflowing with gratitude. What does it mean to overflow?

Walking Wobbly in this World

Coming to grips with weakness and aging and mortality can produce a perspective that has been fine-tuned and deep and rich.

Just say YES!

Is there something, dear friend, that seems a bit quirky, a bit scary, a bit risky? What do you have to lose? Step out and say YES.

Broken Open Glory

No two geodes have been broken in the same way or with the same effect. Each cracked open, broken apart geode is unique, showing forth its unique glory.

Teaching from a Reservoir

But as I continued to reflect on this statement in the following days, I realized that the reservoir that Dr. Mayer taught from was not just that of Bible truth, but rather truth in relationship with Him who is Truth Himself.

The Smile That Destroyed My Religion

How do you picture God “looking down at you”? Is He smiling, frowning, or somewhere in-between? Let’s explore those questions and discover the basis for our Father God’s acceptance of us His children.

When Anxiety Assails

I went through a horrible period of panic/anxiety attacks when I was a young mom. And the worst part of it all was that I thought God was punishing me.