A Spiritual Father: Abba’s Child

I am grateful to God for this “fellow runner” in the “race of faith.”

Posted on

Before I bring this series to a close, I just want to share one more believer who “fathered me” into a deeper experience of the unconditional Father love of my God…Brennan Manning. I’m reposting the blog I wrote just after this dear brother went home to his Abba. It is entitled,

Welcome Home, Brennan: Abba’s Child April 2013

I’ve always been a worker bee…a religious, spiritual worker bee…but sincerely so. A God who was straight-faced, hardly cracking a smile, was the One I served. Despite that, I still loved Him, but I wanted Him to smile upon me. My journey took me through the “do & don’t” list of my “birth church” to a convent for several years to evangelical Christianity, all the while exchanging one “do & don’t” list for another…sincerely so, “born-again” so,…but working, ever working, not for my salvation, but for my sanctification…but sincerely so! Then after a health breakdown and all, I got to know the Living God…the great I AM! And you know what? He was smiling at me! Why? Because of Jesus and the love of His Abba and MINE!!!!

So when I discovered Brennan Manning’s books, way back when, they were pure joy and delight! They were like the sweetest of “fertilizer” for the young plant just beginning to grow of “being loved and embraced by my Abba” no matter what! So I am grateful to God for this “fellow runner” in the “race of faith.” He has been one in the magnificent “cloud of witnesses” surrounding me. Hebrews 11-12

I’ve quoted Manning several times over the past ten-plus years at a branch in the Vine. I’d like to share one of my favorites with my congratulations to a dear brother on his graduation to Glory! You will be missed, dear brother, but we know you would never want to come back!

We are not cowed into timidity by death and life. Were we forced to rely on our own shabby resources we would be pitiful people indeed. But the awareness of Christ’s present risenness persuades us that we are buoyed up and carried on by a life greater than our own.

The Christ within who is our hope of glory is not a matter of theological debate or philosophical speculation. He is not a hobby, a part-time project, a good theme for a book, or a last resort when all human effort fails. He is our life, the most real fact about us. He is the power and wisdom of God dwelling within us.The Rabbi’s Heartbeat, Brennan Manning

A CD by Rich Mullins was playing in my car this week. I thought it would be appropriate to share this song of his (one of my favorites) in memory of Rich’s mentor, Brennan Manning. Rich had named his band the Ragamuffin Band after Manning’s classic book Ragamuffin Gospel. Both Rich and Brennan are now in heaven, “getting caught up!” Enjoy!

 

If I Stand Rich Mullins

 

There’s more that rises in the morning

Than the sun

And more that shines in the night

Than just the moon

It’s more than just this fire here

That keeps me warm

In a shelter that is larger

Than this room

And there’s a loyalty that’s deeper

Than mere sentiments

And a music higher than the songs

That I can sing

The stuff of Earth competes

For the allegiance

I owe only to the Giver

Of all good things

 

Chorus:

So if I stand let me stand on the promise

That you will pull me through

And if I can’t, let me fall on the grace

That first brought me to You

And if I sing let me sing for the joy

That has born in me these songs

And if I weep let it be as a man

Who is longing for his home

 

There’s more that dances on the prairies

Than the wind

More that pulses in the ocean

Than the tide

There’s a love that is fiercer

Than the love between friends

More gentle than a mother’s

When her baby’s at her side

And there’s a loyalty that’s deeper

Than mere sentiments

And a music higher than the songs

That I can sing

The stuff of Earth competes

For the allegiance

I owe only to the Giver

Of all good things

 

And if I stand let me stand on the promise

That you will pull me through

And if I can’t let me fall on the grace

That first brought me to You

And if I sing let me sing for the joy

That has born in me these songs

And if I weep let it be as a man

Who is longing for his home

And if I weep let it be as a man

Who is longing for his home

 

 

View Brennan’s obituary and video tribute on his website:

http://brennanmanning.com

 

 

This is an updated edition of a post originally published on A Branch in the Vine

Featured Image by cocoparisienne from Pixabay

 

The views and opinions expressed by Kingdom Winds Collective Members, authors, and contributors are their own and do not represent the views of Kingdom Winds LLC.

About the Author

Jan Loyd is a child of God, a disciple of Christ, a Jersey girl, a former nun, a teacher, and now a wife of 48 years, mother of two, grandmother of 5 boys and finally a baby girl...these are just some of the hats she wears or has worn. Her hat as teacher has seemed to be one she’s worn her entire adult life, ranging from teaching elementary school, homeschool, adult ESOL and GED language and writing. But along with all of these opportunities has been her favorite above all the rest: teaching women the Word of God in various ways, Precept Upon Precept and Bible Studies she’s developed by the grace and tutelage of God along the way. The heart of the message that she delights to share is that we are in union with the Living God through faith in our Lord Jesus Christ. Currently you may find her on her devotional blog “A Branch in the Vine” where she shares several times a week and in her Bible Study/ devotional book The With-ness of our God: Relationship in Every Dimension.