Carolyn “Charismata” Weaver

The Two Thrones

He smiled at me and said, “The mercy seat is the much wiser choice to sit in, to view life through, and to make judgments from.”

Redeeming Dante

Dante was the name he had been given, but it didn’t seem to fit him. 

A New Hope Arising

How many lost souls have found only condemnation, a list of do’s and don’t’s, a bar too high to jump, a noose to hang themselves on?

Mistletoe Kisses

The gift was extravagant – it was way more than we could ever use. 

The Day I Danced Out of Church

Maybe you’ll find yourself dancing out of some pyramid one day to a healthy family cell outside of traditional structure or maybe you’ll find your family cells within more of a structured environment.

Living the Free Life

When we begin to truly understand who we are in Christ, who He has created us to be, then we begin to rule. We begin to reign.

Ghosting

How many different denominations, sects, little kingdoms do we have to have because men want to rule their own little world?

Burial Plots to Rose Beds

Previous friends promised they’d be family and never leave, but when the path had gotten rough, they left me and my husband to walk it alone.

Not as Advertised

It only makes things harder if each criticizes the other because we are both just trying to help each other get down the river. 

Forgiveness or Judgement

It’s totally right to be offended at evil, and it’s total right to take action against evil. I just don’t hold on to it. 

In My Messy Conversations

I‘m pretty sure we are meant to defend the defenseless, stand up for righteousness and justice, set people free.

Love Bootcamp

Love is patient.  It’s patient with me, and all my mess-ups, brokenness, and heartache.  But it also asks me to love others patiently.

Don’t Miss the Sunrises

I have a tendency to always be looking to what’s not completely healed, what’s still broken or incomplete.

Just Be Bread

God rewards us with more responsibility to help more people. 

New Beginnings

Over the years, I’ve learned that even when words may feel imminent, they have a process.

Come and Drink

The words on the paper page came into focus again.  “but whoever drinks the water I give them will never thirst. 

A Crisis of Goodness

Our hope and trust is in God, who is good, who is love, whose throne is built on justice and righteousness. 

The Flood

The best choice is leaning back into the waters — entrusting my life and those I love into the hands of God, who loves me and will work everything out for my good.

Light in the Night

On the darkest night, at the moment when all hope seemed lost, a cry of joy cracked open the heavens.

The Power of a Word

Isn’t it wild how God can use such a simple word to bring revelation, identity, and freedom?

The Lighthouse

I felt on edge, and though I wanted to spend this special time with my girl, I was nervous.

Editing God: Don’t Build a Counterfeit

Eve counters the serpent with an addition to what the instruction had been, “You shall not eat of it, neither shall you touch it, or you will die.” We have been editing God ever since.

Arise, My Bride

Rise from the dust, my Bride, while there is still time. Take your place. Take your place by my side. We will war together.

Pain Can’t Hurt Me?

There have many times since then that the Holy Spirit has reminded me of those words spoken to me. “Pain can’t hurt you.”

Because I’m Free

Jesus has faithfully, ever so lovingly and patiently, taken me by the hand and led me out. He guided me through that hurricane, into sunshine.

One Quiet Night

How can the One who created the universe be confined in flesh? thought the mother. “Jesus. His name is Jesus,” Joseph simply stated.

He Prefers Stables

He prefers stables, delights in homeless addicts, and comes to heal our broken, wayward hearts. I pray, as you end this year, that you, too, will find Him in the unexpected places, in the secret place in your heart!

Do You See What I See?

A few days ago, Father God posed the question to me, “Do you see what I see?” I think I may have heard Him humming the tune to me. 

The Pretenders

I really believe God loves His Bride, and we are in a time of God exposing corruption in religious leaders, as well as in government.

Finding Rest

Yet, the longer I’m gazing on Him and spending time in fellowship with Him, I feel my heart coming to a place of being satisfied with God alone.

The Big One

He loves us. He wants to be our best friend. He wants to take us back to Eden, to restore the close fellowship and friendship that was once lost.

It Matters

He already put in motion for me things on the other side of that for my good. My steps are ordained, and I’m so grateful for His ability to do that.

Blossoming Hearts Studio Art Event

Our monthly event for October will be hosted by Montgomery Grace in Traveler’s Rest on Sat., Oct 19th at 5:30 p.m. Join us for an evening of painting!

The Fall

Sadly, for church leadership, church culture has made it much more difficult for them to be vulnerable. This is no excuse for the wolves, mind you.

Painting My Freedom

We are all created in the image of God. He is creative, so we have that ability to create as well, though your method may be different from mine.

On Hearing God

Many struggle with statements, like “I don’t hear God” or “He doesn’t care about me like that.” But I’m here to tell you affirmatively He most certainly does desire a deep friendship with each of His children.

The Fast Lane

Sometimes, it has cost my dignity, like when He whispers, “Go speak to a stranger” and, even more, to pray for them. I have never wanted to go do that.

The Funhouse

Our God is an amazingly diverse, creative healer, redeemer, and lover of our hearts. Let’s never put Him in a box, but allow Him to set us free.

What’s the Rub

Unity is created in an atmosphere of being understood, at least in trying to understand someone else’s point of view.  It’s an atmosphere of mutual respect and love.

Letting Go

If I am clutching onto something because I’m so afraid of losing it or that relationship, then maybe that’s not really love anyway. 

A Thousand Times

So what is forgiveness anyway? Is it ignoring wrongs done and simply brushing them under the rug? Is it being passive and letting people abuse you?

For My Fellow Survivors: Part 2

For those who haven’t had to walk through such extreme pain and really can’t relate, just listen to those hurting around you. Don’t judge their healing journey.

For My Fellow Survivors: Part 1

I actually would have loved for Jesus to just come and instantly heal my heart, mind, soul, and spirit all in one fell swoop. For whatever reason, that is not my story.

Unexpected Journey

There have been many times I’ve fallen into a hopeless place, wondering when, if ever, point B would come into view (whatever point B was anyway?).

Stinkin’ Feet

“I need to show you how much the Father loves you,” I simply stated. As she removed her worn sneakers and sweaty socks, I gently caressed each foot separately, pouring the refreshing water over her red, swollen ankle, and then patted each foot dry.

An Intricate Masterpiece of Unity

Jesus is coming back for one unified, glorious bride. Come, pick up your brush, choose your color, and let’s create a masterpiece together.

Don’t Trade The Real Things

God is love. His love is jealous for us, for our devotion to Him. He is relentless in His loving pursuit of our hearts. And He won’t take a fake, shallow love in place of the real thing.  

Terms of Endearment

When Abba called me “Charismata,” it was loaded with rounds of love ammo aimed at all those lies deeply embedded in my heart.

The Upside Down Kingdom Part Two

Submission is always two ways. Honor is both ways. The Body of Jesus Christ is a bride, a family, and a priesthood. We mutually cover one another in love.

The Upside Down Kingdom Part One

Spiritual authority is given to those who serve others the best with the right heart. If we will be like our blessed Savior, walking in the kind of love He did, we will be great in His Kingdom.

Circles of Family

In a family structure, we will be able to provide a safe place for each other to be who God created for us to be. We will build one another up into the Body He intended for us to become. In the end, this what I believe we are all looking for: a family, a place to call home. And Jesus is the center from whom that life flows, drawing His children home.

Bread in the House

God celebrates us. What was lost is now found. What was dead is now alive. There is much bread in His house for the ones coming home. In fact, He throws a feast!