From Dream-Chasing to Devotion: My Journey Towards True Obedience

As followers of Christ, we are called to lay down our plans to pick up His.

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As a young student brimming with ambition, I was convinced that my future lay in medicine. My vision was clear: excel in my studies, attend a prestigious university, and emerge as a doctor. This path seemed not only achievable but almost predestined given my academic focus and passion for the sciences.

However, life, as it often does, took unexpected turns. Today, two decades later, instead of donning a white coat and stethoscope, I find myself in the heart of Silicon Valley, immersed in the tech industry. This shift from my initial dream was neither straightforward nor easy. It involved much soul-searching and a series of divine nudges that eventually steered me away from the medical field and towards a path I had never envisioned for myself.

 

The Turning Point: Embracing God’s Plan

My journey’s pivotal moment came when I faced the stark realization that my relentless pursuit of personal dreams might actually be veering me away from God’s unique plan for my life. The pursuit of my ambitions had become an idol, subtly taking precedence over my spiritual growth and obedience to God’s will.

A significant turning point was a heartfelt conversation with a mentor who challenged my perspective on success and purpose. He suggested that perhaps true fulfillment lay not in achieving self-set goals but in aligning myself more closely with God’s intentions and being obedient to His calling, whatever that might entail.

 

Learning to Let Go

The process of letting go of my dreams was not immediate. It required me to critically assess whether my ambitions served God’s purpose or my ego. This introspection was uncomfortable but necessary, leading me to a deeper understanding of what it means to live a life of faith.

I began to realize that God’s plans for us often don’t require a grand stage but rather a heart willing to serve Him in any circumstance, whether in a high-powered tech company or a quiet community service role. It’s about being present and faithful wherever He places us, even if it seems mundane or insignificant by worldly standards.

 

Pursuing Obedience Over Ambition

Here are several transformative insights I gained through my journey:

  1. Embrace Where You Are: God’s purpose for us can be realized in any environment. Whether in Silicon Valley or a rural clinic, what matters is how we embody Christ’s love and serve those around us.
  2. Seek God’s Will Continually: Our ambitions must be continually surrendered to God’s will. This means staying prayerful, seeking wise counsel, and being open to changing course as He leads.
  3. Value Service Over Success: By focusing on serving others rather than achieving personal success, we align ourselves more closely with Jesus’ example and His teachings.
  4. Recognize the Impact of Small Acts: The Kingdom of God is often built through small, unseen acts of love, kindness, and faithfulness. Every act of service, no matter how small, has eternal significance.

 

Conclusion: Finding Joy in Surrender

Today, I find profound joy not in chasing personal dreams but in living out my faith through daily acts of obedience and service. The shift from pursuing a specific career to embracing a life of spiritual purpose has not been simple, but it has been deeply rewarding.

As followers of Christ, we are called to lay down our plans to pick up His. In doing so, we discover that our true purpose is not in the fulfillment of worldly ambitions but in the humble and obedient service to God’s Kingdom. This journey of surrender and obedience has not only changed my career trajectory but has profoundly deepened my relationship with God, making every step of this unexpected path worthwhile.

 

This is an updated edition of a post originally published on Faith Activist

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About the Author

Pastor James Costa earned his degree in Theology from the Southwestern Baptist Theological Seminary in Fort Worth, Texas. After graduation, he dedicated his career to serving as a pastor in Waco, Texas. Pastor James founded Faith Activist during the COVID-19 pandemic when he faced challenges in reaching people due to the lockdowns. He realized the potential of digital media to connect with people and spread the message of the gospel, leading him to create an online platform to help people grow in their faith and engage with other believers.

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