Nicole Clark is with Twelve 12 Ministries and host of The Purpose Beyond Motherhood Podcast. She is an ex-back-up dancer who enjoyed world tours with artists like Justin Timberlake until God started to pivot Nicole to use her hard stories, creativity, and compassion in the church and ministry space.
If you’ve ever felt distant from God or wondered if your faith is enough, this conversation will remind you that He is always near, holding you in His grace, even when the path doesn’t make sense.
This honest, faith-filled discussion is a reminder that your hope is valid, your faith is not wasted, and God’s timing is always worth trusting.
If you’ve been feeling weighed down, stuck, or just need a fresh perspective on how joy can change your journey, this episode is for you!
In this episode, we’re taking a moment to share the heart behind our podcast and what this journey means to us. We’ve seen Him move in incredible ways—not just in our own lives but in the lives of so many others in this community.
In this episode, we talk about identity, motherhood, bold obedience, and the power of speaking life over one another. You’ll leave feeling inspired and uplifted.
We know that well-meaning friends and family can sometimes say things that trigger uncomfortable feelings, and we want to equip you with practical tools to navigate those moments with grace.
Whether you’re facing challenges on your own journey or seeking guidance, Dr. Collins provides valuable insights on how to approach this sensitive topic with courage, faith, and compassion.
In this episode, we’re chatting about being a “crown straightener”—a friend who lifts others up and helps them see themselves the way God does.
From her days as a backup dancer for Justin Timberlake to navigating infertility, pregnancy loss, and the challenge of surrendering her own plans, Nicole opens up about how God led her to a new purpose: supporting women walking through similar struggles.
From Jacob’s dual identity to Abraham’s conflicts of faith, the panelists share powerful insights into waiting on God, overcoming challenges, and embracing vulnerability.
Whether you’re in a season of peace or clinging to hope in the chaos, this episode is a beautiful reminder that you are seen, held, and never alone.
This heartfelt episode delves into the raw journey of navigating infertility, sharing both the deep emotional struggles and the small victories that bring hope along the way.
In this episode, Nicole and Holly sit down with Amy Ford, founder of Embrace Grace, to explore the powerful ways this organization is transforming how churches support women and families facing unexpected pregnancies.
This conversation feels sacred, and we pray it meets you with comfort, hope, and the reminder that even in the midst of grief, God is near.
We dive into what it really means to show up bold—not in our own strength, but in complete surrender to God’s guidance. Whether you’re feeling stuck, overwhelmed, or just in need of a fresh perspective on faith, this conversation will inspire you to live boldly and lean into God’s plan with courage and humility. Don’t miss it!
Jaclyn shares her journey of discovering authentic relationships and the importance of vulnerability, trust, and simply showing up for one another. Expect some giggles, honesty, and valuable lessons on fostering lasting friendships.
This conversation is packed with wisdom, encouragement, and practical advice for anyone who’s ever wrestled with their own “what now?” moments. You won’t want to miss this one—give it a listen!
In today’s episode of Purpose Beyond Motherhood, Holly and Nicole are joined by Nicole Bowman to share an incredible journey of faith, family, and foster care. Tune in for an inspiring conversation about purpose, resilience, and the beauty of God’s timing.
If you’re looking for encouragement, wisdom, or just a reminder that you’re not alone, this episode is for you.
We’re excited to share the panel discussion from our last Refined Conference in the fall of 2023. It was a powerful time of fellowship with others walking this journey of infertility and loss alongside us. Tune in for an insightful and moving episode as they open their hearts and share their stories.
Holly shares her heartwarming story of her newborn, Hazel, and the redemptive journey that led to her birth. The episode is filled with gratitude and awe as Holly reflects on the peace and presence of God throughout her pregnancy and delivery, offering encouragement to those walking through seasons of waiting and uncertainty.
We’re talking about something that affects every single one of us—the power of our words, especially the ones we speak to ourselves. We can be our own worst critics, holding ourselves to impossible standards and replaying lies that we’d never say to a friend. But here’s the truth: the words we repeat in our minds either build us up or tear us down.
Clayr walks us through the biblical practice of lament—how it allows us to bring our deepest pain before God, trusting that He is near even when we don’t see the end of the story.
Today’s episode is a special one. We’re diving into a powerful story of faith, surrender, and adoption with our guest, Brandi Thomas—a loving wife, boy mama, homesteader, multipassionate entrepreneur, author, and podcaster. Brandi has a heart for helping women partner with God and live from a place of rest, and her own journey is a beautiful testament to that.
If you’ve ever felt distant from God or wondered if your faith is enough, this conversation will remind you that He is always near, holding you in His grace, even when the path doesn’t make sense.
If you’ve been feeling weighed down, stuck, or just need a fresh perspective on how joy can change your journey, this episode is for you!
In this episode, we’re taking a moment to share the heart behind our podcast and what this journey means to us. We’ve seen Him move in incredible ways—not just in our own lives but in the lives of so many others in this community.
We know that well-meaning friends and family can sometimes say things that trigger uncomfortable feelings, and we want to equip you with practical tools to navigate those moments with grace.
Whether you’re facing challenges on your own journey or seeking guidance, Dr. Collins provides valuable insights on how to approach this sensitive topic with courage, faith, and compassion.
In this episode, we’re chatting about being a “crown straightener”—a friend who lifts others up and helps them see themselves the way God does.
From her days as a backup dancer for Justin Timberlake to navigating infertility, pregnancy loss, and the challenge of surrendering her own plans, Nicole opens up about how God led her to a new purpose: supporting women walking through similar struggles.
From Jacob’s dual identity to Abraham’s conflicts of faith, the panelists share powerful insights into waiting on God, overcoming challenges, and embracing vulnerability.
This heartfelt episode delves into the raw journey of navigating infertility, sharing both the deep emotional struggles and the small victories that bring hope along the way.
In this episode, Nicole and Holly sit down with Amy Ford, founder of Embrace Grace, to explore the powerful ways this organization is transforming how churches support women and families facing unexpected pregnancies.
We dive into what it really means to show up bold—not in our own strength, but in complete surrender to God’s guidance. Whether you’re feeling stuck, overwhelmed, or just in need of a fresh perspective on faith, this conversation will inspire you to live boldly and lean into God’s plan with courage and humility. Don’t miss it!
Jaclyn shares her journey of discovering authentic relationships and the importance of vulnerability, trust, and simply showing up for one another. Expect some giggles, honesty, and valuable lessons on fostering lasting friendships.
In today’s episode of Purpose Beyond Motherhood, Holly and Nicole are joined by Nicole Bowman to share an incredible journey of faith, family, and foster care. Tune in for an inspiring conversation about purpose, resilience, and the beauty of God’s timing.
If you’re looking for encouragement, wisdom, or just a reminder that you’re not alone, this episode is for you.
We’re excited to share the panel discussion from our last Refined Conference in the fall of 2023. It was a powerful time of fellowship with others walking this journey of infertility and loss alongside us. Tune in for an insightful and moving episode as they open their hearts and share their stories.
Holly shares her heartwarming story of her newborn, Hazel, and the redemptive journey that led to her birth. The episode is filled with gratitude and awe as Holly reflects on the peace and presence of God throughout her pregnancy and delivery, offering encouragement to those walking through seasons of waiting and uncertainty.
So, here we are, in this moment, ready to spill the beans on what’s been happening in our lives lately.
We know this episode will bring hope and healing to others.
BonnieRuth strongly believes that no matter the barren places in our lives, we do not have to live broken.
Know this: You are not walking this journey alone. In the midst of your pain, God sees you. We see you. And fiercely, unconditionally, you are loved.
Listen in and be encouraged as Elaine speaks truth over your life today!
As someone who has walked through IVF herself, Holly is sharing her experience—the things she wishes she would have known, the things she learned, and everything in between.
Vanessa remained steadfast in her faith and leaned on God for strength. She shares with us today how she found hope in the most difficult time of her life. Vanessa’s story is powerful and inspiring!
Like you, Caitlin Estes believes that each woman deserves to understand her body and her fertility and to be honored and respected in the process.
“Occasionally weep deeply over the life you hoped would be. Grieve the losses. Then wash your face. Trust God and embrace the life you have.” – John Piper.
Through her journey, Bailey Henry has clung to her faith and has seen the graciousness of God through all of the pain.
Discovering hope and purpose after pregnancy loss looks different for everyone.
Holly shares how the Lord carried her on her journey through infertility and loss. We hope that you will glean strength and feel supported no matter what step of this journey you are on.
Listen today to hear Dr. Katrina Gallagher’s story of how hope grew and what seemed impossible in the natural became reality through God’s grace. Dr. Katrina now owns a chiropractic and nutrition center for women and children and is helping thousands experience extraordinary lives.
We live in a broken world where the enemy runs rampant. In his attack against the Kingdom of God, he will use any ground we allow him to take. We must be aware of our authority in Christ and be ready to put up our shields of faith in times of spiritual attack..
In today’s episode, we are chatting with Holly’s mom, Cristie Penn, about God’s goodness and His design for us as the Kingdom of God. Cristie is a powerhouse for Jesus. She is the author of Keys of Truth: Unlocking God’s Design for the Sexes.
Communication is so crucial during this time. In today’s episode, we sit down with Lizelle Fischer, licensed professional counselor, and friend, to discuss including our spouse in our infertility journey. Lizelle has some great advice and experience to share with us.
To grieve is to know that you’ve loved. Navigating grief and loss can be so lonely, but we can take heart in knowing that we are not alone. Our Heavenly Father is ever present, and He will provide the strength and peace we need to get through each day.
Nicole and Holly sit down with their friend Sarah Heath to discuss goal setting and inviting God in to be a part of that!
In today’s episode, we are excited to share with you a segment from our Refined 2022 panel discussion. In this segment, Holly is joined by her mom, Cristie, and friend, Jacqueline, to share some of her journey. We hope you find comfort in this episode and know that you do not have to walk this road alone!
Little did we know that it was just the beginning, and God would bring us together in a new way! In this raw and impactful episode, Holly shares her struggles with infertility, loss, comparison, isolation, and the beauty God eventually brought from all of it.
The definition of refined is ‘with impurities or unwanted elements having been removed by processing. Purified, treated, developed, and proved.’
Well-meaning people will say triggering things, and we want to encourage you with helpful ways to navigate those difficult situations and remove yourself from the conversion when you need to.
In today’s show, we dive deeper into how to assume the best, even when words hurt and people’s motives seem strange.
Have you ever been in a season of life where you questioned God’s goodness? If you have, we want you to know that you are not alone in that.
In a world full of differing opinions and ever-changing cultures, it’s nearly impossible to walk through this life unscathed. At some point, whether intentionally or not, we will hurt others, and others will hurt us.
In this episode, we discuss the following: 1) 3 ways to support your spouse or friend going through infertility; 2) Using declarations to stand firm on God’s word, and 3) How to get connected to Twelve 12 Ministries.
“He [God], continued to work on my understanding of what it means to wait and how to use that time differently and how to see that time differently.” — Melissa Vande Kieft
“When we look to God to act on our behalf, He will… He will create a pathway out of our grief pit so that we can go forward.” — Peyton Lauderdale
Bettye Nicole believes we all will encounter challenges in this life, but we must remain hopeful and trust that God always has a plan in a plan.
Join Nicole and Holly as they speak with Dr. Stephen Collins. “There are all of the challenges of what’s right to do right when we take on technology to pursue something that feels like a God-given dream, a God-given desire on our hearts. Are we doing it in a way that is God-honoring?”
