Addiction

AUTHENTIC TRUTHS IN ADDICTION: Who Failed?

One day, you wake up to a child you don’t know. A person who no longer lives outside of addiction. Your reflection screams at you, “What have you done?”… Every parent with a child in addiction wonders what they did wrong.

The Sting of Truth

Living for Christ changes you, and that is where healing begins. It’s a healing that lasts.

AUTHENTIC TRUTHS IN ADDICTION: Addiction Momma

“Let Go and Let God” I never thought this would be a phrase of controversy. We use it every day in life challenges. So, why is it a problem to apply to how we approach living with a child in addiction? 

THE 99 RELAPSES PODCAST: The Power of Gratitude (Addiction Devotional 9)

As we journey through addiction recovery, we may find ourselves consumed by negative thoughts and feelings of hopelessness. It can be easy to get caught up in what we don’t have or what we can’t do, but focusing on the positive and cultivating a heart of gratitude can make all the difference. 

AUTHENTIC TRUTHS IN ADDICTION: Sinful Truth

Do we call sin, “sin,” in addiction? Are we afraid to offend? Why? People deal with sin every day, in every setting. There is no judgment here—I Promise! Just some basic insight from experience and the truth.

Bitterness Bites

The feeling of resentment is poison to our soul. It saturates our being with false justification.

AUTHENTIC TRUTHS IN ADDICTION: Tears Fell Today

An emotional encounter in prayer, hope, faith, and truth. Recording could not stop the tears from falling. This podcast is a journey through the life of addiction from the perspective of a mother.

AUTHENTIC TRUTHS IN ADDICTION: Bitterness Bites

Ahhh.. bitterness. Resentment we hold onto against people or situations that rob our peace. (If we allow it) It took me months to work through this round, but I’ve made it to the other side, and you will, too.

AUTHENTIC TRUTHS IN ADDICTION: Moving Out

This episode is about the unfamiliar space between the empty nest and raising grandchildren. I reflect on the challenge of letting go and moving in a purpose I never saw coming.

Confrontation With Self

Gradually, I stopped trying to flee my cell built by the evil of addiction. I accepted my fate.

A Substitute Reality

There is a fine line between the idle amusements of passing distractions and our impulse compunction to remain unplugged from reality.

A Reckoning

I joined the ranks of “I want what I want and I want it now.”

The Double Life

It will take time to learn to live outside the hurt, sorrow, and fear.

AUTHENTIC TRUTHS IN ADDICTION: You Don’t Float

From overdose to loss of relationships, children, jobs, and homes—parents witness so much. It is accepting our powerless nature in a war we are not in that is a challenge. It feels like it’s our war because it’s our child. It’s not. We want to save them, but we are not their life raft.

Motherhood

On those days when you are feeling overwhelmed, unnoticed, and perhaps forgotten, take a few moments to sit in the lap of your Father.

AUTHENTIC TRUTHS IN ADDICTION: Exposed

There is always a point of desperation when things turn, and surrender becomes inevitable. Journey through me from point A to Z on a road we never imagined we’d be in and a situation that takes every ounce of your willpower to surrender.

Their Addiction

Letting go and letting God is probably the hardest thing she will do.

THE 99 RELAPSES PODCAST: The Power of Patience (Addiction Devotional 16)

Addiction is a difficult and often complex struggle; it can be all too easy to feel discouraged or overwhelmed as we work toward recovery. But in the midst of these difficulties, there is a powerful force that can help us stay the course and find the strength we need to persevere. This force is patience.

AUTHENTIC TRUTHS IN ADDICTION: Confrontation with Self

This episode is a reflection back to the time just before I began my recovery. There is anger, bitterness, pain, acceptance, and resolve here. I began to confront some hard truth within myself, and it was HARD! If you’re in that place, know you are not alone.

THE 99 RELAPSES PODCAST: Coping with Triggers

Addiction can be a powerful force in our lives, and one of the biggest challenges we face is coping with triggers that can lead to addictive behaviors. Triggers can come in many forms, from people and places to thoughts and emotions.

Is She Dead or Alive?

Anxious feelings haunt me day and night. I live in grief that many will never understand.

When Hope Hurts

Faith and hope believe in the Big Picture even if we cannot see it.

THE 99 RELAPSES PODCAST: The Power of Gratitude (Addiction Devotional 9)

As we journey through addiction recovery, we may find ourselves consumed by negative thoughts and feelings of hopelessness. It can be easy to get caught up in what we don’t have or what we can’t do, but focusing on the positive and cultivating a heart of gratitude can make all the difference.