Addiction

Motherhood

On those days when you are feeling overwhelmed, unnoticed, and perhaps forgotten, take a few moments to sit in the lap of your Father.

AUTHENTIC TRUTHS IN ADDICTION: Exposed

There is always a point of desperation when things turn, and surrender becomes inevitable. Journey through me from point A to Z on a road we never imagined we’d be in and a situation that takes every ounce of your willpower to surrender.

Their Addiction

Letting go and letting God is probably the hardest thing she will do.

THE 99 RELAPSES PODCAST: The Power of Patience (Addiction Devotional 16)

Addiction is a difficult and often complex struggle; it can be all too easy to feel discouraged or overwhelmed as we work toward recovery. But in the midst of these difficulties, there is a powerful force that can help us stay the course and find the strength we need to persevere. This force is patience.

AUTHENTIC TRUTHS IN ADDICTION: Confrontation with Self

This episode is a reflection back to the time just before I began my recovery. There is anger, bitterness, pain, acceptance, and resolve here. I began to confront some hard truth within myself, and it was HARD! If you’re in that place, know you are not alone.

THE 99 RELAPSES PODCAST: Coping with Triggers

Addiction can be a powerful force in our lives, and one of the biggest challenges we face is coping with triggers that can lead to addictive behaviors. Triggers can come in many forms, from people and places to thoughts and emotions.

Is She Dead or Alive?

Anxious feelings haunt me day and night. I live in grief that many will never understand.

When Hope Hurts

Faith and hope believe in the Big Picture even if we cannot see it.

THE 99 RELAPSES PODCAST: The Power of Gratitude (Addiction Devotional 9)

As we journey through addiction recovery, we may find ourselves consumed by negative thoughts and feelings of hopelessness. It can be easy to get caught up in what we don’t have or what we can’t do, but focusing on the positive and cultivating a heart of gratitude can make all the difference. 

AUTHENTIC TRUTHS IN ADDICTION: God Doesn’t Love People Like Me

You are loved. In your mess, in your darkest moment, in your sin. You are loved and wanted. This episode talks about sin and our redemption. It talks about never being so far from God that He can’t reach you. Addiction is powerful, I get it, but it still doesn’t touch the power of God. So, give me a moment to explain why God loves people like you.

Hope Does Not Disappoint

Our Lord is more than able to peel away the layers of shame and disappointment to reveal a heart capable of hoping again.

AUTHENTIC TRUTHS IN ADDICTION: Letting Go – When Addiction and Faith Collide

Today’s episode is a discussion of lost faith in the battle of recurrent trauma caused by addiction. Realigning our hope and heart with God and letting go can ignite our faith even though the situation doesn’t change. Living in peace through the warzone of addiction is possible when we hold on to Jesus and let go of the world.

AUTHENTIC TRUTHS IN ADDICTION: Addiction’s Language

I head back to a day when my son was still in the grips of his addiction and what that looked like—the odd behavior, the confusing talks, the constant motion from his high. We are so thankful that the “guy we used to know” has returned and is living well in his recovery today!

THE 99 RELAPSES PODCAST: The Law of Pain in Addiction (Part 2)

Did you know that 2 of the most common responses to pain in an addiction are anger and anxiety? These two responses leave the addicted individual feeling vulnerable, so much so that it leads to depression, unhealthy relationships, and even more substance abuse.

Finding Light

I needed hope and I needed it now. I just didn’t have the energy to find it or even look for it.

THE 99 RELAPSES PODCAST: The Law of Pain in Addiction (Part 1)

Did you know that addictions (All Addictions, Drugs, Alcohol, Pornography, Gambling, Food, etc.) are anesthetics that mask deep emotional pain? So, it is reasonable to assume that when you give up the anesthetic (The Addiction), you will feel pain, discomfort, and uneasiness.

I Couldn’t Be

I was traumatized into thinking every contact that came through was a police officer, coroner, or hospital telling me my child was dead.

AUTHENTIC TRUTHS IN ADDICTION: Boundaries for a Parent’s Recovery

When it feels like the cycle of addiction will never end, we may find ourselves locked in an illness we don’t have. We pray our loved ones into healing and wholeness, only to find we are the one broken. This episode discusses the importance of boundaries within a parent’s recovery plan.  

THE 99 RELAPSES PODCAST: Overcoming Rock Bottom – with Jonathan York

Join Christian Recovery Coach and counselor James Egidio host of the 99Relapses podcast, as he interviews Jonathan York as he bares his testimony of how he came out of  “rock bottom” to a life of recovery and sobriety through the Grace and Mercy of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. It’s an awesome story of redemption, hope, faith, and salvation.

THE 99 RELAPSES PODCAST: Two Faces of Addiction – with Retired Bounty Hunter Dee Sanders

One of the worst things that a parent can go through is a child who has experienced an out-of-control addiction. It’s not until the unexpected late-night call from the jail or morgue that’s when you start to question your parenting skills with such questions as, where did I go wrong with parenting? Could I have done more, or what happened to that person I used to carry in my arms?

THE 99 RELAPSES PODCAST: 5 Stages of Change (Part 2)

If you have ever struggled with an out-of-control addiction, whether you realize it or not, you go through various stages of change. That change is most obvious when the “pain” of the addictive behavior becomes greater than the pain of giving up the behavior, in other words, “rock bottom.”

THE 99 RELAPSES PODCAST: 5 Stages of Change (Part 1)

If you have ever struggled with an out-of-control addiction, whether you realize it or not, you go through various stages of change. That change is most obvious when the “pain” of the addictive behavior becomes greater than the pain of giving up the behavior, in other words, “rock bottom.”

Don’t Forget Your Rain Boots

It is tempting to lose hope that things will ever improve or that our loved ones will one day turn their hearts back to God.

THE 99 RELAPSES PODCAST: Satan’s Worldly Strategies and Your Addiction – Part 2

In this episode, Addiction Christian Recovery Coach and Counselor James Egidio finish up by discussing the challenges of Worldly Spiritual Warfare and how it could potentially derail the fragile state of addiction and recovery if you are not vigilant with Satan’s attacks and steadfast in your faith with our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.

THE 99 RELAPSES PODCAST: Is Addiction Sin? – Part 2

In this Episode, Christian Addiction Recovery Coach and Counselor James Egidio answers the perplexing and often asked question, “Is Addiction Sin?” and discusses 32 additional sins that are triggered by addiction.

THE 99 RELAPSES PODCAST: 5 Characteristics of Addiction – Part 2

Podcast Christian Recovery Coach and Counselor, James Egidio finishes up this 2 Part Series on the 5 Characteristics of Addiction by discussing Loss of Willpower and Distortion of Attention as well describe the difference between Security Addictions, Aversion Addictions, and Attraction Addictions.

THE 99 RELAPSES PODCAST: Identity and Addiction – Part 2

You are not identified by the “World’s” standards; you are a Child of God Loved by God who sacrificed his only Begotten Son, Jesus Christ, for your sins! Join me in Part II of the 99Relapses podcast Identity and Addiction as I finish discussing the Problem of Control and who and what you should be living for.

THE 99 RELAPSES PODCAST: Identity and Addiction – Part 1

When you go through the whirlwind emotions of an out-of-control addiction, you lose self-identity as to who and what defines you as a person and as a “Child of God,” and you adopt and adapt to the World’s view and standards for self-identity and reassurance.